July 2010
Is It Sad That I Just Cut My Toe In Order To Get...
“I think there is something beautiful in revelling in sadness. The proof is how...”
– Joseph Gordon-Levitt (via lovelyexile)
I really hate not being able to sleep.
Is It Weird That I Love Listening To The...
sometimes it just makes the song so much better
Day Twenty-Two
Something That Upsets Me?
You know what upsets me the most? It’s the fact that I can never be totally happy with myself. I always feel like I need to have something or accomplish something and then I’ll finally be happy with myself. But the funny thing is, whenever I get there, I always find something else that I need so I can never be happy. I’m always too fat, not pretty...
Letter 29: Someone You Wish You Could Tell Everything To, But Are Too Scared
To be honest, I don’t want to do this letter. I really don’t trust people enough to do tell them everything again, seeing how well that worked out last time (aka me being on the verge of a huge breakdown). There are people I tell a lot of things to, but I don’t want to have all my eggs in one basket,...
Day Twenty
Another Moment
I’m sitting in the car. It’s almost eleven and it’s really cold outside. But I can’t get out of the car. Not after what just happened. Adrenaline was still pulsing through my body, but it made me warm despite the frigidness of the air outside. I was still on the high; the high you get when you’re with the one person you want to be with in the entire...
Why aren’t you dating the last person you texted? eh… just not the right time yet.
Who was the last person to wear your clothes? melissa
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you? yeah, but i bet they never ever meant it.
Your phone is ringing. Its the person you fell hardest for, what do you say? hello?
What was the last thing you drank? water.
Have you ever...
Letter 27: The Friendliest Person You Only Knew For A Day
Dear Hot Man at Rite-Aid,
Thank you for being so nice about me buying my tampons from you and trying to make it as not-awkward as possible. I sort of love you for that. Thanks a bunch. Hopefully next time we see each other I will be buying something really cool and we can bond some more. YEEEEAAAH.
Love Brynn
Day Nineteen
This Month?
Well, considering that there is a week left..
I just have cheer camp to look forward to. And trying to recover from being sick.
my life is awesome.
Day Eighteen
My Regrets?
Life your life with no regrets. That’s what I try to do. And even if you do regret things, don’t dwell on them. Just move on.
Letter 25: The Person You Last Made A Pinky Promise To
Dear Larisa,
I kept my promise. I jumped into the lake… even though my top came off. I’d do it again just for you. I never go back on a pinky promise.
Love you!
B
Scary Thoughts
glimmerandglass:
I have horrible thoughts. I’ve always wanted to know if anyone else has horrible thoughts or If thats just me. I’m always afraid to ask. What if I’m the only one that does?
You’re definitely not alone. Sometimes, I even scare myself.
Day 18
My Favorite Birthday?
I don’t really have a favorite. They all seem the same. I just had a day where I got presents and that was really it. I didn’t feel different.
I guess the ones where I felt a little different was my 16th and my 6th birthday.
But other than that, pretty much average
Letter 25: A Person Who Is Going Through The Worst of Times
I feel that everyone has problems and everyone feels overwhelmed by them sometimes.
So this letter goes out to everyone, I guess.
Hey Guys,
So I know that right now, it sucks. Like it seems so bleak that it might not even be worth going on. It would be easier to give up and just stay in bed all day and not have to deal with all of...
Day Seventeen
My Favorite Memory?
I have lots of good memories. I’m not going to pretend I had this hard life and that everything that has happened to me was horrible, even though I have in the past. My life for the most part has been pretty easy compared to most people and I love that. So, here is one of the best:
It was Thanksgiving this past year. My whole family was in Long Beach, Washington. We...
Day Sixteen
My First Kiss
Alright. So Jonathan Wisman and I Were at my house watching That’s So Raven and it just happened. No real drama, just a kiss.
Sorry, it’s a boring story, but that’s how it went down.
Earliest I've Gone To Bed This Summer
12:00. yeeeeah
Letter 22: A Person You’d Like To Give A Second Chance To
If I wanted to give someone a second chance, I would just do it. So if you’re waiting for one, sorry, it won’t come.
I hate this letter. Bad day.
Brynn
“We grow great by dreams. All big men are dreamers. They see things in the soft...”
– Woodrow Wilson
Day Fifteen
My Dreams
go to the best school I can and get into the medical program there
become either a pediatric surgeon or a regular pediatrician
become a well-known writer
write a meaningful story
marry a really great guy and have the cutest family ever
travel a lot
Christina Perri. Jar of Hearts.
@Brynndew
glimmerandglass:
I like how you just wrote a letter about how Ahmed was nasty and you’ll never be friends. I saw on facebook he liked your status. I think this is only funny to me though…
no you don’t even understand. He has called me three times today, texted me, and left me a voicemail saying how we should be better friends…
how can I be anymore clear? I DONT WANT TO BE...
If Haliey Williams keeps pretending that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars…
she’s really going to need a wish right now.
I AM SO SICK OF THAT SONG
Letter 21: Someone You Judged By Your First Impression
Dear Ahmed Mardini,
…
Yeah, um at first I thought you were alright. So I gave you a chance for my friends. Then you turned into the nasty everyone knows you to be today. I wish you weren’t the way you were, but what’s done is done.
Just as an FYI, we’ll never EVER be friends.
Brynn
Everything that’s shiny isn’t always gold
“Just because I’m losing, doesn’t mean I’m lost”
Letter 20: Someone Who Broke Your Heart the Worst
Dear Daniel,
I already wrote you a letter. But just to add on to it…
It’s not the fact that you went behind my back with TWO of my friends, it’s the fact that you lied about it, wrote a song about it saying that I WAS A LIAR, and then played it for the whole school to hear. FYI, buddy, the cheater is always in the wrong. Have...
Day Thirteen
What’s In My Bag?
wallet
reciepts
a dollar
lip gloss
trash
I hate it when being in my own house makes me...
