The Adventure

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush 
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

i’m going to try really hard to do this. im excited :)

when people stare at me. I always think I have something on my face or something in my teeth that is nasty, I’m not saying that looking at me is bad, I’m just saying that when you keep staring and never take your eyes off my face.

seeing people make out in public. Honestly, you just look gross. Plus, like… wtf guys, can’t you just wait until you get some place where people don’t have to see you guys eating each others face’s off? It just is awkward to see that.

when people ask you very personal questions and you don’t know them. I mean, really? You don’t know me, so please don’t ask me who I like or what is happening in my life. It just makes me feel weird and like I want to wring your neck out.

kissing picture on facebook. I mean, just by themselves, I guess it’s okay. But when they add the nasty caption like “I’ll keep you in my heart forever” or “falling for you” or my personal favorite “soul mates forever,” it just makes everything weird. It’s just a fact, you’ll probably break up with that person, so then it just is awkward for everyone.

talking about somebody and then you see them. Just randomly. It’s like… did they just hear everything I said? Even if it was good, it just makes me feel weird.

seeing people physically fighting. I just saw a fight recently and I must say I never plan on seeing one again for pleasure. I just want to go in the middle of it and be like… what are you doing, this is stupid! I don’t know, when people physically hurt other people makes me super uncomfortable.

when people talk about really sensitive subjects. a lot of people might not know, but my sister had a miscarriage. So when people talk about babies dying or anything along the lines of that, it just brings back everything that I felt then, so then I don’t know what to say.

when people cry in front of me. It just is awkward. I don;t have a problem with it, it just makes me like… unstable. Like if I said one thing wrong, it would cause people to explode or just bawl even harder. Plus I get tongue-tied so I don’t know what to say.

bouts to pop in some advil and hit up a movie. hey, who knows. maybe i’ll go to be early tonight.

and when i mean early, i mean before 1:30

wake up around 10.

watch day time tv.

go to work and sit in the sun for 7 hours.

come home and find out i am MAJORLY burned.

shower.

watch tv.

eat.

blog.

listen to music aka DRAKE

sleep

and it keeps going

that way i would have something to look forward to

i had a feeling about you and I was right.

it’s unfortunate, but I’m glad i got out when I did.

People say they want to change the world. They want to be somebody important in the world. They want to be bigger than what they are. They want to find their purpose in the world. They want to cure incurable diseases. They want to change someone’s life. They want to feel loved and that people care about them. People want to be remembered when they’re gone. They want to look back on their life and feel like they did something good and important.

But in reality, that rarely happens. People eventually fade into the backround, names are forgotten, accomplishments are erased, and everything starts to run into each other. Sure, we’re all apart of history, but it’s highly unlikely that you will be remembered a hundred years from now. Think of somebody who lived in 1910 and is still talked about today. Not a lot or not even any? That’s usually the case. It’s inevitable.

So why do people shoot for the impossible? Why do people set goals that are a million to one? Why do people constantly try to be the “change” in the world?

To me, there is something so… alluring about trying to reach the impossible. You can’t help but try to be the one. Everyone wants to think they can. There is something so attractive about things that we can’t have. The more we can’t have it, the more we fight like heck to get it. The best things in life aren’t free.

So even if the fight is doomed, there is no harm in trying your best to fight. Who knows, maybe you will be the one. But who knows, you might learn something along the way that’s even better than what you were trying to fight for.

But what do I know, right?

I’m now committed. I’m in it to win it. So try and stop me now