God, shoes, light, driving, cars, Taylor Swift, Taylor Lautner, HOT MEN, my family, every single one of my friends, the sky, the sunrise, the sunset, the ocean, WATER, cows :), my puppy, buttons, velcro, yogurt, friendship bracelets, blue nail polish, lights, facebook, BLOGGING, steak, potatoes, make up, rainbows, love, hugs, arms, legs, eyes, hands, sweatpants, socks, cereal, passing periods at school, writing, Twilight, Harry Potter, the Jonas Brothers, being alive, black dresses, animals, ponytails, the truth, smiling, jeans, sweatshirts, ERNIE!, my cell phone,
I hate Mondays. Why was this day so sucky? I hate dealing with immature girls who think that they only matter when they don’t see how their actions are affecting others. Seriously… Grow up or I’m done.
Thanks for being really inconsiderate. I’m always there for you, no matter how bad it hurts me. I never say one bad thing that can ruin things for you. I have to be so careful around you, just to make sure I don’t say the wrong thing.I’ve told you things that I NEVER tell people. I’m always honest with you, because I know you can tell when I’m hiding something. You get me almost more than the people I’ve known for a long time.
And yet, you just don’t even think about what you say to me. Its like… I’m not even there. My feelings dont count when it comes to boys and stuff. I dont think you realize how much pain I’m in. And what you said to me was just the icing on the cake.
But the things that kills me, is that I know you’re right. I know what I’m getting myself into, but I don’t care anymore. I am willing to get hurt and try. If I don’t try, how can I ever know what its like to be in love, right?
There is just something so depressing about Sunday nights. Maybe it’s the fact that school is tomorrow and it’s a Monday. I seriously hate Mondays. Even though House is on and I watch it with a certain someone, it should just die. Thanks, Monday.
“I like the way I can’t keep my focus, I watch you talk you didn’t notice. I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together and every time you smile, I smile and every time you shine, I’ll shine for you.”—Taylor Swift
“When you begin to touch your heart or let your heart be touched, you begin to discover that it’s bottomless, that it doesn’t have any resolution, that this heart is huge, vast, and limitless. You begin to discover how much warmth and gentleness is there, as well as how much space.”—
I forget how relaxed I get when I blog. It’s pretty awesome. But I feel like I’m sort of talking to myself, which is okay, I guess… But I don’t know. I sort of start to feel like I’m going crazy, which is not good.
But anyways… haha
These past couple of days have been going really. I’ve been a lot happier and I am not really sure why. It’s like, even though there are some really sucky situations going on right now, it’s like it doesn’t even matter. I sort of feel like I can get over it and just focus on being happy and try not to care too much about other people’s drama. Which sounds really bad, I know, but I really don’t anymore. If my best friends want to keep putting themselves in situations that constantly create drama, go right ahead. I’ve tired to talk to them about it, and they don’t listen. So go ahead, just know that I told you.
But I still love you, no matter what’s going on or who you’re hanging out with or what you’re doing to yourself or other people.
The football game was fun. The driving over and back was probably the highlight of it. Sarah and Kori are pretty awesome. Singing along to Tik Tok and all of the Justin Timberlake songs was so funny. We walked into a gas station McDonalds and being stupid.
The game was so wet. I was like… soggy. Not soaking wet, just soggy. Like cereal. And the North Mason fans and cheerleaders were soooo dumb. Grow up, okay? and people thought you sucked, so HA. But we played well. There were a lot of really good plays and some not so great. But we won! I was practically peeing my pants every time we got a touchdown. Brittaney, I hoped you loved my amazing Spiderman rally to you.